Neither here nor there.

64 years ago, we started with a hope.  64 years later, some of us remain hopeful, some started feeling hopeless.  30 years ago, we had a vision.  30 years later, that vision is missing in action.  3 years ago, we fought for a new dawn.  3 years later, we were sold to the same clown.  No relationship is perfect. But at the same time, relationship shouldn't be abusive. 2 years from now, I hope we will rise again.   #Malaysian #hopeful #MYindependenceday

 Seventeen years ago, I started blogging. It was 2004. I was single. Although I had a pathetic boyfriend then, I still considered myself single. I wrote about anything and everything. This and that. Happy and sad. I kept writing. I wasn't really good at it, but I enjoyed talking about my day to, well, no one really. Then, it stopped. I found the one and got married. Everything was going well, and I started writing in a new blog. On and off. It eventually became my only avenue to vent my feelings when my then husband became terminally ill. He passed away in 2011. And I stopped writing. I stopped writing blog ten years ago. I remarried in 2013, had a baby in the same year. Three years later another baby. The work got busy. And I completely forgot this piece of life I had before.  Today, ten years after my last post, I decided to look back at my life. My blog posts were a complete eye opener. It was nourishing to read about some of the funny, weird, happy, scary, sad, and amazing...